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I had an appointment with my rhuematologists nurse practioner and was messing with my  cuticles and they bled forever. I finally had to ask for a band aid for a dang cuticle. Ive already had another staph infection and really worried about my white count and now im worried about my platelets again. She tells me that they are basically 95% sure that I have lupus but they do not want to give me that label until they are 100% sure. They dont seem concerned that I am still having to deal with alll of this while i wait on that last 5%. My platelets come back at 46000